aft the previous post.

everything changed.

wat i wanted is not ppl ard me tat care so much for me wanted.

how shall i put it?

"out of no choice"?

or i shld say i shld face it bravely.

instead of avoiding.

i submitted my so call plan.

of coz boss is shocked how come i changed my mind within 2days.

coz i really felt bad to disappoint ppl tat care n trained me so hard.

thinking back now..

lucky to have them to build up my courage to face it.

thank you laichoon.

thank you louise.

i really LOVE you 2!!

<3

since tat day onwards.

i had told myself to change.

but not so obviously.

in case ppl think otherwise.

i dont noe hows my performance since den.

but till 2days ago.

things like back to square 1.

we 3 make her angry upset n disappointed.

again n again.

see how bad are we treating such a great wonderful 1st asst.

think we really deserve feeling guilty, having sleepless night n herman taking the wrong train home.

when i saw her at work just now.

i noe n i can feel she is not the one i first knew.

we 3 really dont noe how n when it will be solved...

so suddenly..

i felt so lost..

now i got almost the same feeling when i got my o lvl results yrs back..

worked so hard since sec 1 all the way to sec 4.

when got o lvl results.

failed eng.

got to retake..

and retake..

AND retake...

alr worked so hard for 3yrs..

but still wat i am?

i gave myself 3yrs?

but now..

ppl people keep on telling me give myself 6mths..

6mths..

another 6mths..

how many more 6mths do i need to spend?

sorry boss n ahyi..

the 2 of u talked to me like 100sentences..

i dont even replied 10ans..

coz im really lost..

but i did think back wat u all talked to me.

i wana start afresh..

control my temper..

change my way of approaching..

deal with situation more maturely..

tats wats u all want right?

i noe myself its difficult for me..

but i will change for the sake of myself n i believe the new good characteristics will benefit me in the future.

not only at work..

but in life.

(:

i knew it long ago.

but im just stubborn..

i dont wat submit watever tdi or development plan anymore!

i want time to prove myself everything..

not saying i dont want submit means im slacking..

i just want it to be 顺其自然..

yupp (:

pakcikk!!

thanks you too!!

i really dont noe y..

u seems like noe when im not right..

n call me..

although for some other reasons..

but i'll take the chance to borrow ur listening ears..

tats y since long ago i always find u're my guardian angel!!

=P

frm ahyi talked to me..

to boss seat down tgt with me writing my development plan.

den  borrowed pakcikk's listening ears..

till his long sms..

think i had cried a river le ba..

but at least finally i noe wat i wanna do.

worth it ba.

jiayou ba!

(:

2011~

happy new yr!

(:

a new yr..

with a new boss..

in a new patch..

how our life will be?

:(

last post part 2~

its really scary tat ppl can actually read my mind.

u noe wats im thinking when AR got promoted.

and u noe i dont want let laichoon down.

wahh..

scaryys lorr...

=\

pay increment is good.

but its not wat i wanted.

promotion is wat i wana achieved..

(:

getting to noe new friends is great.

wider circle.

will you forget the old friends of urs?

if u really do..

tats not even widening.

u're still living in tat small circle of urs.

have to noe how to handle ba..

time management is real impt.

i guess..

(:

i do felt fortunate too at time!

he think how our future will be like.

worrying this n tat.

i do feel having him i do not need to worry so much.

i told him tat man's job!

=D

although im not as fortunate as ppl ard me.

but im satisfied.

perhaps i live not to enjoy life.

(:

okie everyone!

enjoy ur new yr eve!

n have a great new yr!!

see ya next yr!!

=P

last post before 2010 ends~

happy new year eve!!

hees!

=p

iris very belated bdae celebration at NEX..12dec

(:

no many ppl..

just june, xiu, iris n me..

ate at ramen play (:

pooh bear celebrates xmas too!!

=D

cake session..

ended up at interchange mcd.

-.-

joke lorr..

when asking for lighter to light up the cake.

lols.

no pressie for her tat day.

just a hand made card by xiu..

n many many polaroid photos!!

hees!

=P

my bdae celebration at NEX..18dec~

=D

had dinner at sushi tei~

OMG!!

im in love with unagi!!

yummyyss!!

=P

diy cake frm my sis!

(:

my bdae cake!!

CUTE rightss!!

love it love it love it!!

<3 <3 <3

i so feel like im a kid...

=P

its my bdae!!

=D

the omg cream~

-.-

iris n my sexy pressie!!

=P

xmas xchange time!!

always love my bdae celebrations.

i'll be getting 1 more present!!

=P

miee~

(:

my bdae celebration with my dear was simple..

simple~~

21dec

he specially cooked for me.

(:

while he cooking.

i made cookies.

hees.

=P

22dec

went to get my present for me.

roller blade.

n we shopped for 1 whole day!

hee!

=P

23dec

went blading at ECP!!

loves!!

although fell on my butt afew times!!

=x

24dec..xmas eve~

no more liking gg any countdown.

spent the whole day at his hse.

ordered pizza thru his bro fro dinner.

if not have to wait for 2hrs!

by the time the pizza arrived its alr our supper!

-.-

25dec..xmas day~

he's working..

im bored..

i went for a facial.

medicure.

n pedicure.

felt so pampered!!

=P

nicey??

(:

26dec..

planned gg jogging with dear..

but he slp n slp n slp.

-.-

no more jogging.

but instead had a heavy dinner.

omg!~

=x

27dec..

my last day of my leave..

went massage!!

foot, hand n shoulder.

(:

again..

felt so pampered.

=P

hmm..

tats how i spent my 7days of leave.

(:

but actually tats not wat i wanted..

=\

anw!

i'll be celebrating new yr in store!

working!

im not grumbling..

yet im so looking forward!

of coz not looking forward busyly.

coz its my first time working yr end.

celebrating new yr with so many many ppl!!

hees!

=P

i got alot more to say b4 the yr ends!

but im tired now.

..

gonna back date all things i had done the past few busy mths!!
wana get it ALL done b4 the yr 2010 ends!!
=D


centrepoint crew outing on 13oct at ECP.
(:



they are playing 老鹰抓小鸡!!
so childhood rightss..!!
=p



brunch time!!
hees..
yummy nasi lemak (:
真看不过眼 tat people did not even think of their own crew to let them take the food first..
hais -.-



the 拔河 game!!
another so childhhod n retro game rightss??!!....
i actually fell down on my butt once!!
its fun!!
i wana play it for my next crew outing!!
=p



janeth my junior (:
robert..looked a damn slack mgr..but he's better den anyone else! =p



HAHA!!
all time everyone's favorite!!
throwing ppl onto the sea!!
i dont have my ugly side of mine being thrown.
lols!!



"glapping" ballon game.
they purposely pair up 1 guy 1 girl.
hahas!!






omg!!
this crazy!!
girl > boy & boy > girl game~
but its really damn funny.
=D



random pics~
(:



happy family.
loves always!! <3
(:


sending my 7 indo crew back plus 2 frm CP on 21oct..
really hate to bid farewell!!
:( :( :(



aldhy, dan, apit, muhamad, din, jali & sidik.
<3 <3 <3



we noe they are looking forward so so muchh gg back indo aft 6mths of traineeships.
but maybe somehow they will for sure miss us..miss the store..miss sg..
:( :( :(



the 2girls frm cp..
yovi, sari.
<3 <3 <3



emo time..
started thanking each other.
started apologizing n seek for forgiveness frm each other.
started crying..
yes the moment tat i hate most!!
hais...
sobss....



SCAPEPARK rox okies!!
think we got the most ppl tat went to sent indo crew.
=p
hope they are doing well..
(: 


jingshan bdae celebration on 24oct at ion..
(:



our yummy brunch!!
=p



cake cutting!!
cake frm awfully choc!!
yummyss!!
=p



present time!!
=D



us~
sisters forever ya!!
(:
loves loves!!
<3 <3 <3


shooting with mcd new uniform in my store!! 8nov
=D =D



our new uniform!!
launching on mar'11
=p
the one cindy n khairul wearing are the new uniform for crew.
but they are crew leader.
lols!!
the one on me is for ladies.
nicey ya!
i like!!
=p
but abit mafan on the bow tie lorr.
-.-



the one on haffis is for guys~
cool ya!!
=p
but horr for sure super hot de lorr..
with the tie..
but its fake de lahh..
lols!


aft this shooting..
the 4 of us became super star le lorr..
our photos came out on our magazines..
came out on out webby..
LOLs!!
=D
will post the snap shoot of the magazine.
i almost fainted when i get to noe it.
一夜之间成名~
LOL!!!
=D


monopoly man appearance in my store!! 13nov..
(:



hees cutes ya~
=p


astrid came sg!! 14-16nov..
(:



she's my indo crew at marina..
2yrs ago..
suddenly we felt time really flies..
so fast 2yrs gone..
i had left marina 2yrs alr..
missed her!!
missed those days..


den saran n me went to sent her at the airport.
(:


TL's patch outing'10 at USS!! 22nov..
=D


and sad thing is this the last TL patch outing.
:(



otw to USS in the train!!
purple colour is our store colour
(:



USS!!!
I LOVE THE BALL!!!
=P =P =P



lovely team
(:



finally!!
got to meet this busy man!!
-.-
maybe he's right?
i still rmb wat he told me yrs ago.
maybe we can only meet during company event??..
true??..
hmmss...



excited de me with the tix!!
=p
SCP n HEE team..
we feel so family-ing..
maybe coz we're neighbour stores..
(:
and with our beloved business consultant..
teresa..
i'll miss her for sure..
had been working with her for 3yrs lehhss..
frm marina to centrepoint n now till scape..
hais!



patch photo!!
(:
love it!!
but without fg..
:(



(:



q-ing to take photo..



with shrek n fiona...
(:



q-ing to take ride..
effie n lai scared to take those rides!
left with me, herman n boss...


ya..
funny clara expression..
=p



show time!!
(:



love this ride!!
=D



the mummy..
(:






the cars are so retro!!
=p



read the sign board!!
LOLs!!!
=D



=p



kungfu panda!!!
=D
nicey caps~
=p



teresa n me
(:
robert, jemica n me.
(:



me with hershey's choc!
=D
guess who's the one below!!
haha!!


bdae celebration in store!! 25nov
(:



bdae of the mth..
jun, lee peng n ai hua..
(:


bdae celebration for 3 dec mgrs!!
mgmt dinner!!
xmas xchange!!
on 9dec..
( 



our bdae cake!!
funnys right?
with the surname/father name..
CHUA lai choon
TAY suet lin
herman bin JALIL
special ya!!
=p
coz we now calling each other not by names.
by surname!!
LOL!!
thank you effie LIM!!
=D



the 3 bdae 'kids'
=p
first time in my 23yrs..
celedrate bdae tgt with 2 ppl.
felt so special.
(:






present time!!
lai got a puma bag..
herman got addidas shirt.
i got c&k bag!!
=D



mgmt dinner at sakura.
(:






xmas xchange!!
another present time!!
=P












aft dinner..
cam-whored with the ferrero rocher xmas tree!
=p


enjoyed?
hees!
=P


tats all for now..
stay tune for more updates!!
(: